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Chapter 1: Control
This is a story about me, and the things I had endure for my first 18 years on this earth. Abusive Foster 'Homes', a Careless Mother, and Suppressing who I really was to please everyone around me, out of fear.
All of this took it's toll on me, and despite it all, I survived, somehow. But there's more to this story.

C̵̡̮̩̯͚̪̮̗͈̳̜̈́̋̈͆͋̿̀̍͂̿͐̓̅̅̿͘h̵̼̗̖̭͙̒a̸͉̰͚̙͎̱̗͖̦͑͌̒̐̋̀̀͋̏̚͜͠͝p̴̨̛̺̣̖̼̖̻͔̙̥͔̔͂̓̈́̽́̇̓̒̓͗͑̽͘̕͜t̶̩̳̻̑e̶̳̗͇͉̹̺̤͆͒̈́͗́̽̽̎̒͘ŗ̸͓̜͇̓̎̅̽̈́́̚͝ ̶̧̡͇̠̯͎͓͈͇̩͛̅̅̓͌2̶̢̺̞̪͎̗͎͉͙͖̗̟͚̏̈́̀̒̓́͋̓͛̆́͘̕͘͜͝ ̵̡̛̩̻͕̦͈͇͑̔͂͗͑̑͌̔͌̀̉͘͜͝

Ĉ̷̡̧̛̛̼͉̦̫̟̜̍́̓͊͑͑̒̽̒̚͘̕͝h̴̨̩̹̘͎̻̥͙̪̘͎̜̪͆̀̄̄̿̄̽͌̆̃͊̔̆͜ḁ̶̢͓̼̻͎̜̫̻̝̽̀͐̋̋̓͐̉̄̾́̎̽̀͝ͅp̴͓̤͚͑̆̊͛́t̷̨̛̛̗̮̝̙̙̳͚̱̜͓̓͒̎͐̒͛̋̋͘e̴̡̨̼̅̑̈́̿͒̈́̃͊̕͜͠ṟ̶̖̦̞̫͚̗͙͛́͌͛͌̌ ̶̥̗̱͉̥̹͉̆̊̏̕3̴̭͈̺͓̦͓̮̠̲̻̔͋̚

C̴̢̡̧̼̰͓̗͈̝̲͚̩̲̽̉́̽ͅͅḩ̴̢͖̗͕̘͔̠̞͓͕̟̋̀̌̎̈́͌͛̎̈́͘͝a̷̢̲͚̹͓͚͈̤̠̗̪͒͒͝p̶̡͚̼̟̼̬̺̫̦̝͓͔̉͗̑̓̓͘͝͠t̵̜͉̻̃̐̈͛̅̈̍̆̍̕̕͠e̴̢̝͙̥̻͙̖̻̾̏̈́̈́̿̊͋̕r̷̢̡̦̹͕̺̗̩̯͖̭̬͓̖͈̆́̉̊̑ ̴̨̱̙̣̝̹̣͚̝̮̹̹̝͒͌̑̓̊͠4̸̛͈̘̋̓͑̇̃̑͋͑̇̚͘̚͠͝
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